| I want to be drinking tea in Tim's mom's old house. Playing with the video camera on the roof. Eating soup with my favorite three and watching the stars. Where did the time go? Why did I take highschool for granted? Sure, it's been two years, but I didn't even realize it until now. I was so excited to grow up, that I didn't notice what I had around me. I had my boys and they weren't going anywhere. Now they're spread across state, and not only physically, but mentally too. I decided to stop taking things for granted today. Every day I'm going to try to stop and appreciate everything I have around me. Sure, I can't see my friends every day, but at least they are alive and well, and I can always call 'em up sometime to chat. And although my parents are very sick, I still have them with me as of right now, and I know they love me. And I may not have a boyfriend, but it's for the best. I'd rather wait for someone who I genuinely enjoy spending my time with, rather than settling for less.
Philippians 4:19
"And my God will meet all your needs according to his glorious riches in Christ Jesus."
The Lord shall provide :) |
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| A lot has changed since I've updated last.
I had swine flu, and tonsillitus. I'm all better now though.
I also had my Thanksgiving break. I learned way too much about myself. Actually, it's probably a good thing.
I broke up with my boyfriend last night. I just had to do it. I don't want to be in a relationship right now at all, I just need more time to myself. I felt bad for him, but I should consider my feelings more than his... right? |
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| It's my boyfriend's 21st birthday tomorrow! I'm excited :) Bought him lots of gifts, & hopes he likes them! |
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| Last night my boyfriend called me up after he was done work. He said he wanted to see me because he needed to give me something. When he got here he had a bouqet of flowers and a tiny stuffed animal. It was so adorable :) I can't beleive he still treats me so nicely even after a year. No other guy I dated ever did that. He's a sweetie.
That's all. Just a random update. |
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| I'm supposed to be writing a speech right now, but I just can't bring myself to get much done. I love my major and everything, don't get me wrong. I've always been interested in criminal justice, and I enjoy studying it very much. My speech is on serial killers though, and seeing all the images of killings, and just reading about it upsets and sickens me. I just had to have a little rant about it, because I keep having nightmares over this. |
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